“I have always been curious about the way you would love.”
I don’t know if this is something I should be worried about.
The double standard here is my fault. If something else would have fallen in my lap, the temptation to take advantage of it would have been too much for me to resist.
But I am here now. I haven’t had much time to meander away from the high expectations I have set for myself.
I am knocked up. What other shenanigans could I get myself into?
But I haven’t strayed. I have managed to maintain my composure and I don’t know what is compelling me to remind you to do the same.
I am not one of those girls. I am not the type to always remind you of what a catch I am because honestly…I am not really that much of a catch.
I am not going to worry and obsess over things that are out of my control.
That’s a lie. I will obsess, but at least I am smart enough to know that the little things that I can obsess over are not important. I let so much slide.
I want to tell you that I am threatened by her appearance. I want you to know that I find it awfully convenient that she just happened to get back into town and you didn’t tell me that until now. Convenient for you I chose not to attend this “social gathering” and you sounded almost pleased to heat me decline the invitation.
I am turning the other cheek and I will ignore the fact that you will be alone with her tonight.
I am going to turn a deaf ear to the voices in my head that are creating the nastiest of suspicions.
I am not going to fall asleep to the thoughts of you bringing this someone into my house.
I am going to give you the benefit of the doubt and hope that you’re not that stupid.
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Endlessly... that's how I would love.
Oh, you weren't talking to me, in this instance. Right... gotcha.
Well my dear, I'm going to take you to task for a moment or two, cause you have insulted my friend. You know who she is, you look at her every day when you look in the mirror. *wink*
First, yes... no reminder should have to be given about how great a catch you are, no man shouldn't have to be reminded of something so obvious. Or at least that's my vantage point... and possibly a provable fact. I'm just not sure how I'd prove it empirically.
Second, YOU ARE A GREAT CATCH! You are smart and beautiful, and cute (in that really twisted sort of way. LOL!) and witty, fun and funny and last but not least... sexy. Any man should want to throw themselves down on a bed of hot coals and broken glass for you (Ouch, but getting nursed back to health by you would be a treat... LOL!). And no that's not just my opinion, give me enough time to work out the survey and the formulas and I can prove it's empirical fact.
Third and lastly, you shouldn't be threatened by the appearance of any other female in the equation, because of the first and second points above. It just shouldn't be a concern. I know all too well that the human mind can easily be put into fits of irrational and emotionally charged thinking. But really, there aren't many women that you'd need to worry about.
So get that self-depreciating stuff out of your head, will ya. If you don't I may have to do something drastic like snatch you up for a weekend and make sure you know what kind of a goddess you really are. *wink*
Are you blushing yet? Have I made you feel better now? And lastly, do you believe me? No! Well you better start... LOL! Hope you had an excellent weekend sweetie. Talk to you soon, I hope.
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